You ever get to a point where you are wrestling with one of life’s bigger issues, and you have a strong feeling about where you are going to end up at the end of the struggle? You, however, have to live with the percolation that results in your ending up in a place that you know you are going to end up. Otherwise, you won’t have the level of commitment to the general life philosophy that comes from the struggle. There is a sweet relief in the end of a struggle with yourself, where you point yourself in a single minded direction and continue on with this new idea or ideal in mind. I wish I didn’t have to wait to get there, but boy is it gonna be worth it when I do.